Текст песни Believe - Uneasy Still

But things are okay when I sleep
I wanna stay here and sleep
I need some kind of relief
Find me a leash for the beast
'cuz I am too weak to hold it back
And the daze of the weak, no relax
When I'm lying in bed and I can't settle
And the havoc it wreaks?
And it attacks
And the thoughts in my head
Are like heavy metal
And the world slows down to a crawl
I just wanna get away from it all
And I can't and I'm facing a wall
That I can't knock down
So I pace in the hall
I face demons at night that come for me
And it don't seem right when they ignore me
And that voice in the back of my head
When I am back in the bed
Saying "I'll be back shortly"
Cuz the pills don't work like they used to
When I did take 1 now I use 2
Cuz the pain, it is all too real
When it's all you feel
It don't heal like a bruise do
I feel like my mind is gone
I haven't had time to grieve
When everything's a fucking lie
I don't know what to believe

Gotta be a better way
Just to get a way
I'm alright
But every night I pray for better days
And every day i'm waiting 'til the evening arrives
Give me something to believe in
Ease my mind

When the lights go out and it's quiet
And it's tourture to close my eyelids
And i'm left with thoughts to myself
And I'm fine saying "bye"
If I thought that it'd help
I know many got it worse
But go and tell that to a wound when it hurts
I would trade this for a tomb in the dirt
Head full of shit and the feels all loom
In a room with the curtains closed
Pitch black
Too much
Relapse
I'm all smiles
Switch hats
Next day
Switch back yeah
Cuz things are okay when I sleep
I wanna stay here and sleep
I wanna lie in this bed
I want the truth in my head
I wanna hide here instead
Hope for the best but I suffer still
Cope with the stress of the other pills
Nope to the rest, that's another pill
If it all don't work then another will
Fall down deep in a bottomless hole
Hold my feet so I'm not in control
I can't sleep and I'll rot in this hole
Someone tell me how I got in this hole

Gotta be a better way
Just to get a way
I'm alright, but every night I pray for better days
And every day i'm waiting 'til the evening arrives
Give me something to believe in, ease my mind