Текст песни *Leaves* - Unknown The Plague

Wasting time
I just want to catch a vibe
With a girl that I like
But do our interests align
And can I find the time
To give her a piece of my mind
This is everything I wanted
But it doesn't feel right
Head in my hands
I'm wishing I could cry
With a hole in my chest
I fill with another line
Of dust will it ever be enough
This time I've had enough of what they offer for life

They say I'm doing well
I got a couple fans now
My own whip, Throne, Palace
With some bands now
Stacking from the kitchen
To the bank now
So why do I feel pain now?
Might of leveled up but got a rank down

I tried but the voices tell me it's too late
I don't mind sacrificing myself for a greater good
It's time quis ut deus Ash-Shaitan
I'll fight for my life and the loss of my kin

But I just want to feel okay again
No I cannot pretend
Is this even a life that I wanted to live in
I look at the abyss and slit both my wrists
And I'm just talking real shit
But you wouldn't get it
You probably prefer that I not exist
Well me too bitch
Reminded of the little bit of bliss
That I had
When the gang was lit
Section 12 was the shit