Текст песни In a State of Great Depression - Until Rain

I have never felt so alone with so many people around me
I gave up all the efforts to pretend that I am full
I have never imagined that I would end so fucked up that
I would feel so close the breath of loneliness

Now I try to change it all
Take decisions on my own
Leave the past and fight for all I dreamed about
I longed to make come true

Stop sacrificing your ambitions and fight for
All you wanted, forget the fearful past
This time you will rise a king to your world to
Stop pretending, to find the peace of your heart

She had lied to me with fairytales for the future
Just a normal life, every day same things
Same words, a frozen life children, house
Rot in the same place every day

Now I try to change it all
Take decisions on my own
Leave the past and fight for all I dreamed about
I longed to make come true