Orochimaru

Cut the bull shit
I be taking risk
So I can just sit and relax hoe
Man you ain't my dad hoe
I been feeling there is more to this
Than standing on the edge of collapse
And still be running laps
Treat my job like I'm running in a race
But what if this whole time I've been running in place
If you ain't talking me than you ain't talking rap
Cuz i be making track after tracks while you just sitting in the back

I be in my bag
It ain't that deep though
I be working all these shifts for almost zero
Its so crazy that I'm only nine teen
And I got to deal with the stress of life an in between
I wasn't smart enough to pass my stupid classes
Schools a waist of time learned nothing from these classes
So i drooped out so I could be rich
Then my dad whooped my ass so I cheated on my test

My life been tragic
But nothing short of average
A contradiction but what isn't in this chasm
This life feels endless but quicker time passes
Irony is painful I'm looking at my life through two lenses
It's endless
Endless fucking cleanness
Say I'll stop my sins but I keep on being reckless
Father please get tired of my actions
I'm getting better at controlling my thoughts and being manic

What if I run out of raps
A thought that crosses endless tracks
What if I can't help my fam
These my worst fears out the land
My brain is scattered
Up a ladder
Down a hill
Like Jack and Jill
Downward spiral
Endless cycle
One piece
Can we get much higher
This is never ending
Self reflecting
Shit is deadly
I am ruthless
Can I do this
I'm so lazy
Can be clueless
Not today
I can't be bothered
Don't wanna talk today
Can you please just get away
I don't wanna talk today

Cut the bull shit
I be taking risk
So I can just sit and relax hoe
Man you ain't my dad hoe
I been feeling there is more to this
Than standing on the edge of collapse
And still be running laps
Treat my job like I'm running in a race
But what if this whole time I've been running in place
If you ain't talking me than you ain't talking rap
Cuz i be making track after tracks while you just sitting in the back