Текст песни Desperado - Cryptic Wisdom , Vin Jay

I ain't got the answers, I am not a genius
I don't understand my life, or it's meaning
I been doing me, looking for a reason
To be a better man every brand new season
Believe I'm blessed, feeling myself sometimes
But going through Hell sometimes
But it's all good, either way I'm fine
Even when I'm not, and I wanna dwell sometimes

I am not complete, I am not comfy
I don't give a damn if you like or you love me
You cannot hold me, you will not hold me back
I'm alone, not lonely

I'm a desperado
And I don't know if I'm gon' be here tomorrow
But you really don't wanna walk this road, I follow
So cold and hollow
I'm a desperado
And I don't know if there's much here out for me

I'm a desperado, that's the motto
Livin' too fast, bet I die slow
See no signs that I'm gon' follow
Still I hope I find my way
But I know that nobody waitin' on me
Never let 'em in, 'cause I know, I know I'm gon' leave
Never look back, never get no sleep
Was it all worth it? I guess I'm gon' see

Try to focus on a light, but I keep losing concentration
Tell the voices in my head I soak up all their conversations
But I can't turn back, I know I'm fallin'
Save me from myself

I'm a desperado
And I don't know if I'm gon' be here tomorrow
But you really don't wanna walk this road I follow
So cold and hollow
I'm a desperado
And I don't know if there's much here out me