Numb

They don't want to see the other side
I haven't even reached the pinnacle
I'm just a streak in the black ice
But my life is a miracle
I feel like I've been lost in this and that
I don't know if I can make it back
As I roam for the unknown antidote
Like I'm looking for an ancient scroll
Every night I try to go to sleep
Wake up with blacked out dreams

So numb so numb so numb
Anxiety is crippling
So numb so numb so numb
Inside of me I'm shivering
So numb so numb so numb
Frozen in isolation
So numb so numb so numb
All of the walls are caved in

Silloquete glowing in the shadows
Dealing with the critics is an up hill battle
Boomerang flows into revenue
Brain is a grenade it explodes into residue
But your a shooting star
With a faded and broken halo that's who you are
But it's eating me alive
Like a creature in the seepage
In the deepest lagoon
Ya it's eating me alive
I can't defeat this reaper of doom
Been in a wicked place
With this unforgiving hate
This killer weight I innovate
Is too much to facilitate

So numb so numb so numb
Tearing me apart now
So numb so numb so numb
Till it's ripping my heart out
So numb so numb so numb
I'm digging up my own grave
So numb so numb so numb
Just a phase that I can't break

Fixing to be the epitome of misery
So numb inside that it's killing me
Try to run and hide from the vicinity
Then become my own worst enemy
All these phases come in waves like summer days
It's detrimental so be gentle in your stubborn ways
Oh oh do you resonate
I'm trying to pray up to the heavens just to elevate

So numb so numb
So numb so numb so numb
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh