Apology

I owe you an apology
It seems like you want nothing to do with me
But I know you, and I know you love me
So let me give you an apology

Emotions are complicated
You're too used to this behavior
Hurting you means hurting myself
If I can't have you forever

How does this feel for you?
I just wanna know what you're going through
I just wanna talk to you, talk to you, to you

I owe you an apology
I treated you like you mean nothing to me
Don't know myself as well as you know me
But let me give you an apology

Ten years on and I'm still unable
To let my feelings not lead the way, oh
A trail of pain that I leave in my wake
Of course you know we'd eventually break

How does this feel for you?
I just wanna know what you're going through
I just wanna talk to you, talk to you, to you

You owe me an apology
I was alone and you just left me
How could we let this shit go?
You don't pick up your phone
Can we speak at the same time and say sorry?