Catharsis

Uhh huuhh
(Gang)
This is my Catharsis
Nay mean (Nay mean)

Niggas like me
Ain't really have no one to talk to sometimes, so
I put the pen to the paper
And shit just comes out
Can't control it

Listen
Yo
Never had no one to talk to
When shit get real
I'm dolo in the field
Be round my square niggas
And they glamourize the field

Be coolin with my demons
And all they talk about is drills
And drugs
And pills
(Huuh)
Shit is crazy

I be saving everyone but
Don't nobody save me
They just wanna take
And never give to me
So I've been distant lately

Huuh
I'm an ave baby and the have made me
But the ave crazy
Sometimes I don't wanna be soaked
But I get mad wavy
Too many of my niggas die
I ain't smile lately

Devil try and take me
I medicate to keep sane
On them days when it's dark clouds
And all I see is rain
I'm realizing the habits I developed
From this pain
I'm try'na change

I'm try'na heal
I'm try'na grow
But I'm
Still in this shit
So
I don't really know
Never had no therapist

For real
But I put the pen to this paper
And I
Just let it go
I sit and reminisce the days
I was blissful and ignorant
I use to smile so genuine

Hard lessons took away my innocence
And I been bitter since
Now I'm caught up in this life
But same time
I'm still try'na change this shit

Don't be such a fuckin hypocrite
You kept in your dukes crib
You made wops at the center
While working with the kids

How you put hoes in the condo
But with me you act chivalrous
You got blood on your hands
You've done shit we cant say
But
Still move so innocent
What type of shit is this

Well at least my heart genuine
And as long as they printin' that paper
Know I'mma get it in
You know the place that I come from
I defy the odds
I been the 8 ball

Since like yay tall
Don't try to understand me
I'm a walking paradox
I win with the cards I was dealt
I don't question if its fair or not
Common

Yo

(Proud of you
You don't wait for no one
You're on your own lane
And you do you
You ain't waiting around for no one
To pick up the puzzle pieces for you
You feel me?
I rate that shit)

This is my catharsis
You feel me?
You gotta feel me
I put my pain into this catharsis shit man
Like 5, 4 years in the making

This is my catharsis
Off the porch young
I aint been the same wave since the starting
This is my catharsis
Shit real
Its deeper than music
I'm just try'na be an artist

This is my catharsis
Can I vent to you
Cause I ain't have no one to really talk to
This Is my catharsis
Basquiat Picasso
Been making master pieces out the darkness
This is my catharsis

Off the porch young
But ain't been the same since the starting
This is my catharsis
Shit real
It's deeper than music
I'm just try'na be an artist
This is my catharsis

Can I vent to you
Cause I ain't have no one to really talk to
This is my catharsis
Basquiat Picasso
Been making master pieces out the darkness
This is my catharsis