selfish

Hate the way you look at me now
Like I'm to blame for us crumbling down
Your heart is heavy
I'm sorry I won't be here for
All the lows when you're sober
All you need is a shoulder right
Right

I left a hole that I know won't close up
Left some clothes that I hope you dispose of
I get 8 hours
You're wide awake and the silence is
Deafening and so lonely
Dead set on killing you slowly
I, I

See once upon a time you were a high now

All the love I found is leaving my body
I cannot help it
Oh God I'm selfish, I
And all the promises to you I made
They are somebody else's now
God I'm selfish I
Wish I could say I left
To give you some piece of mind
But you and I both know I'd be lying
Selfish as I am

Someday I know I'll be out and
I'll hear about how you found him
Somebody better
Forever and always
He'll get you out of your headspace
Mends your heart in the right
I, oh I

See once upon a time you were a high now

All the love I found is leaving my body
I cannot help it
Oh God I'm selfish, I
And all the promises to you I made
They are somebody else's now
God I'm selfish I
Wish I could say I left
To give you some piece of mind
But you and I both know I'd be lying

Selfish as I am
Selfish as I am

Selfish as I am
I gave up without fighting
Gone with a single, simple goodbye
Tears in your eyes then
Should of cared if they dried when

All the love I found has left my body
I can't help it
Oh God I'm selfish, I
And all the promises to you I made
They are somebody else's now
God I'm selfish I
Wish I could say I left
To give you some piece of mind
Wish I could say I'll still think about us sometimes
Wish I could say I'll hate myself for a little while
But you and I both know I'd be lying

Selfish as I am