The Host

I detox Whenever, I'm feeling Pressed
I'm Living life on the edge, To see where I'm headed next
Had to Redefine the terms And Now it's embedded text
Rather be the first ever, than stay in line to be next
I'm usually on a mission, that really seem like a test
I'm seeing multiple choices but I figured out the rest
And When I'm in the building, don't treat me like ima guest
So ima take the side door, till my name on the front desk
I'm further than up next. Hoping that time stretch
There's alot I can't control, That's not in the context
Life isn't fair, but ain't really that complex
& I been feeling optimistic and not in my prime yet
What's not apart of the plans, in the way of process
Like the first day of school and I haven't arrived yet
Photo Ready and it wasn't picture perfect
But, I'm meeting with a ghost. So, I can say this shit in person Yeah

Should I be nervous when I finally go sit down with a ghost?
Set it up & Let the world that I'll be the host
Look
Nobody Heard me out. But, Now they listening close
Should I be nervous when I finally go sit down with a ghost?

Quarantine had me really sleep, yeah
Looking out the window counting sheep
Whenever I'm out the way it's out the window of a suite
But, I currently feel it's outta my reach
I was stickin to a plan that I couldn't fail to complete
I was trying to buy some time and they couldn't sell it to me
When my brother went to jail, I was taking care of my neice
I had the wind behind my back & Had to grind and get no sleep. Look
So I Said Ima get it by any means
Now I gotta daughter To keep from my enemies
I'm always willing to bleed
And If I die today Will it be enough on the plate
For the fam when I leave? Still gotta plan to achieve
Lately, Ive been fighting some bad habits
Chasing the wrong things
Knowing I'm asthmatic
Chasing the wrong liquor is dangerous by the gallon
So, When you applying pressure, Don't give it a bad balance
Yeah

Should I be nervous when I finally go sit down with a ghost?
Set it up & Let the world that I'll be the host,
Look
Nobody Heard me out. But, Now they listening close
Should I be nervous when I finally go sit down with a ghost?