Disintegrate

I'm just like an eagle
Flying down Meeker
On a rented e-bike
I don't have to try
You don't believe me when I say
I could've had it either way
Every good and bad
Thing will have to pass
There must be a long ass German word
For when you've destroyed something good

Something you used to love
But had to let go of
You don't believe me when I say
I could've had it either way
Every good and bad
Thing will have to pass
What a blur it's been
The way my head spins
What a mess I'm in
Every morning