Tantrum

Back on my journey
I'm takin' my chances
Searchin' and questionin
Lookin' for answers
Hopin' this medicine
Heal all the damage
My inner child keep throwin' a tantrum

Why does my ego keep holdin' me ransom?
Why does my fear control me at random?
Life can get ugly, but fuck it
I'm handsome
I'm 'bout to face all this shit
I been runnin' from
You might relate to the
Places I'm comin' from
I been through trauma
I thought I'd recover from
I got regrets
You heard about some of them
This is gon' make my heart
Bang like a rubber drum
I will not sugarcoat
This stuff with bubblegum
Goin' through troubles
I hate what the trouble done
I hate to be the thing
That people suffer from
(Ooh)

You cannot replicate me
I'm a one-of-one
You are not one of them
(Ayy)
Damn
I forgot and there won't be another one
I"m always number one
After the rain, then I know
That the sun'll come
I see the life in the treetops
I am not God, but I know I'm a son of Him
You just a son of a biotch
I know exactly just what they been doin'
They counted me out
But your numbers ain't showin'
I know where I've been
I don't know where I'm goin'
If you wanna boat
Then you better keep rowin'
'Cause I'm so way up
I might get me a Boeing
Flyin' with angels
They sent me an omen
The devil tried get me
The forces are with me
Yo', Jesus, come lift me 'cause
This is my moment and woo

Back on my journey
I'm takin' my chances
Searchin' and questionin
Lookin' for answers
Hopin' this medicine
Heal all the damage
My inner child keep throwin' a tantrum
Ayy, I took my traumas and
Made it a anthem, ayy, mm

I done came too far to hand it over
I'ma keep my head up
Like a man supposed to
(Grr)
I done took my punches
They was standin' over
(Brr)
Devil want my soul
I couldn't hand it over
(Grr)
I ain't picture perfect
Think the camera's broken
Had to shut the door
They couldn't slam it on 'em
(Grr)
How you sleepin' on me
When I am a sofa?
Tryna trample on me
You get tramped over
(Brr)
Joker's thinkin' sweet
This ain't no damn mimosa
This a aerosol inside a Arizona
This the Barry Bonds
Mixed with Sammy Sosa
This a loose screw
Inside a damaged motor
(Yeah)
This a graduation with no damn diploma
This is aggregation, this is validation
(Brr)
I got open wounds, ain't no Bacitracin
This a bigger world of my imagination
This is me, woo!

Martin Luther had a dream
(Dream)
Joyner Lucas had a vision
I became everything I had to be
(Woo)
I've been livin' like there's no limits and
I learned the game from Master P
(P)
I'm starin' at my reflection wonderin'
Why it isn't starin' back at me
(Why?)
What it's gon' be?
Oh, y'all forgot I ain't new with the pen
First hip-hop Grammy
I do it again (Woo)
I'm doin' me, I ain't doin' no trends
Findin' myself with the music again
Difference is I don't need music to win
Soon as I dropped and
I'm boomin' again
(Boom)
Back to the crown, it's the mood that I'm in
Promise ain't nobody truer than him
Will

Back on my journey
I'm takin' my chances
Searchin' and questionin'
Lookin' for answers
Hopin' this medicine
Heal all the damage
My inner child keep throwin' a tantrum
(Yeah, yeah)
Ayy, I took my traumas and
Made it a anthem, ayy, mm
Woo