Runaway

Ok let's try this again

I got too much in my cup now
All these thoughts been running
Know I overthink too much now
My whole life is flooding
And it's hard for me to trust now
Man that's in the mirror
Looking at me with disgust now

Probably cause he knows
I'll never own a watch I bust down
That's not a goal, that's a distraction
All of my plans get carried through action
Problems with women I buried em back when
I used fixate on the past shit
I was just moving backwards
I try to live in the moment whenever anxiety tries to attack him
Used be stuck in my ways, laying in bed for a couple of days
Sorry to anyone caught in my rage
Know they got hit with a couple of strays
Pouring a shot, ay let's double it man
Knowing that shit just gone double the pain
Ay, I guess it's one of them days
When I start thinking bout running away

I got too much in my cup now
All these thoughts been running
Know I overthink too much now
My whole life is flooding
And it's hard for me to trust now
Man that's in the mirror
Looking at me with disgust now
Act like I don't give a fuck now

But at 2 am wonder who you with
Almost hit send but I can't do this
Give it three days grace and continued to fall
Guess id rather feel pain that nothing at all
Aw, thinking bout homies I've lost
The ones that are gone and they ones that are breathing
Drinks up hope my dawgs went to heaven
2 Times hope my dawgs still dreaming
They say Finesse got boujee
Walking around like the main role in a movie
He so caught up tryna make a couple mill
That the last time I saw him acted like he never knew me
Well... if you got a problem with this version
But you helped provide all my vices
Then our paths were never the same
Guess I ran away on some save my life shit
But that I don't mean I don't reflect
And that don't mean I don't respect
And that don't mean 6 drinks in I don't worry bout what comes next

I got too much in my cup now
All these thoughts been running
Know I overthink too much now
My whole life is flooding
And it's hard for me to trust now
Man that's in the mirror
Looking at me with disgust now
Ok, Let's try this again