Accursed

Born into odium I have observed and endured
Retrieve me from this land that drains of life and breath

And the nights, brought forth deathless haunting
Beings from my former role within the aether

The breath fades in the stillness of this tattered room
Purveyor of truth, may you stumble upon scrawled laments
That paint colors in obstructive shade

My ears can only hear the discordance of the ever growing billow
Submerging the exhibition displaying attainment stretched across a withered lifetime

Forlorn, trudging through incessant dismay
Viciously tossing and turning to silence the teasing adversaries
Condemned, Accursed, Betrayed, Submerged
Stripped of blessings
Raped of peace
Conclude to renew
Bereft of light
Causality to the apple's smite
This is my void
This is my hell
(IS MY HELL)
This is the home
I know so well
(KNOW SO WELL)
I can't compress
My urge for death
(URGE FOR DEATH)
I can't comply
I hate this life
(HATE THIS LIFE)
Screaming
Begging
Pleading
And Feeding
And then the goddess wept
See my face have I scared you yet?
In flames the screams still reign
Death be thy name
You'll share my pain
Bitter cold upon a broken mirror
Fixate on the barren

The everlasting yearning for death breathes restlessly upon my neck
If I am to remain a stagnant subject, the ether will reclaim this tyrannized soul by sunrise

I leave behind a legacy of ruin
Endless terror behind closed eyes

Imprisoned between two realms
Restless, eternally unloved