Текст песни ANXIETY - XIX

I can't seem to get away
I slip on a pebble and leave blood on the sidewalk
I can't seem to get through
I give in to pressure, take it out on the drywall
I can't feel my body move
I call for an answer and they say it was my fault
I can't feel my bones chugging through
My only way out of this affecting my soul

I'm stuck on fuck, you can't even give one break
I'm smokescreen, I can't wait to give up
I'm stuck on fuck, you can't even give one break
I'm smokescreen, I can't wait to give up
They said I'm going crazy, they got me all kinda fucked
They'll never leave me, I can't breathe again
I know that he ain't, he never pick up my call
He never pick up my call, I'm sick of all my calls
I'll stay by myself, I'm fine, I'm hesitating
I wish I wasn't alive, I don't like going outside
I text you all the time, I know that what you do
I wish that I could rewind, I wish that I could rewind
I wish that I could rewind

Looking at me crazy when I tell you I won't take it anymore
Now you got nothing else to say
Tired of repeating the anxiety I'm feeling
I'm on fire but it's just another day
You should get a clue I'm not the person that you knew
So you can get those stupid thoughts out of your brain
You bought me some shakes
And I look at your behavior and I realize that everything's the same

All of these things that you placed in my head got me fucked up
And now I gotta get fucked up
Every day in my brain, see your face, got me love struck
And now I gotta get fucked up
I don't wanna begin going in circles again
'Cause if I do then I don't think I'ma make it
You'll start wrapping me in and I'll start letting you in
Because I'm desperate for your love so I'll take it
No one is calling
I been getting racks in the morning, ballin'
But you sniffing words, that's when she heard me stalling
Wasting all my time until I hear her calling
Then she disappears by the morning

Been there, been drunk
Every night I'm getting fucked up
Older, new love
And I feel pretty screwed up

Looking at me crazy when I tell you I won't take it anymore
Now you got nothing else to say
Tired of repeating the anxiety I'm feeling
I'm on fire but it's just another day
You should get a clue I'm not the person that you knew
So you can get those stupid thoughts out of your brain
You bought me some shakes
And I look at your behavior and I realize that everything's the same

Looking at me crazy when I tell you I won't take it anymore
(I'm going crazy, can barely contain myself)
Now you got nothing else to say
Tired of repeating the anxiety I'm feeling
(I'm not ready to believe, I said to myself I'm fine)
I'm on fire but it's just another day
You should get a clue I'm not the person that you knew
(I'm hesitating, I don't like going outside)
So you can get those stupid thoughts out of your brain
You bought me some shakes
(And I know that what you do)
And I look at your behavior and I realize that everything's the same
(I said to myself I'm fine)