Текст песни DEAD INSIDE - Xilla Gore-Rel-A

All this shit, man, it's just too much, man
What the fuck do you expect of me, man
Like, I mean, is this how it goes
I mean, is this what it is

Cause, man, fuck
See these tears in my eyes
As they stomp on my pride
Man, I'm tired of these motherfuckers

I wish they all die
Dead inside all my life
Can't you hear my heart cry
I built my own casket

And then they locked me inside
Not filled with the Holy Ghost
I don't sip on no holy water
Got it all on my own

I grew up without a father
No piece in this life of mine
Betrayed by the ones inside
Stabbed right in the fucking back

For the ones I call ride or die
Why do I even try
When I'm living my life to deprived
You contemplate my next move

I contemplate suicide
Fuck your torches and pitchforks
You better go run and hide
The monster y'all created

Just a modern day Frankenstein
I'm losing my fucking mind
I'm holding my fucking breath
I'm clutching to this blunt

Like it's the last one left
Cause I am the bull god
You understand
The illegitimate son of man

And I'm tripping
I'm tripping