Dark At the Beginning

I don't understand how people live
It's amazing to me that people wake up every morning and say
Yeah, another day, lets do it
How do people do it?
I don't know how

Can I ask you something?
That play in New York
Would that really have made you happy?
Yeah, I mean for a little bit
And if Kelsey didn't get fired
And you got to make the Secretariat Movie you wanted to make
Would that have made you happy?
For a little bit, but then
Probably
So why does it matter?
But there has to be more
Well
When's the last time you were actually happy?