Текст песни ENVY - YOUNG BLOOD

Is this before it begins
Or is this when it ends?
For now it does not really matter

How do I feel uh
PTSD has me deep in my head
I told you, I love you
You fucked with my feelings
Now I'mma make sure you regret your decisions
Bitch how do I feel uh (uh-huh)
How do I feel (Yeah, yeah)
How do I feel uh (How do I feel)
How do I feel (How do I feel)

My bodies been shaking I swear it's withdrawal's (uh-huh)
I can't make a deposit I'm all out of love
I told her I'll never have kids
So the day that I die you can stream all my my songs (Gone)
Somebody done told me I gotta let go
But the proof's in the pudding
The recipes fucked (Fuck)
Take these drugs and keep it on ice
Sipping on lean
It's another cold night
I swear that I quit
I just smoke when I can't take the pain
I'm smoking and thinking
I'm tired and empty (uh-huh)
Sometimes I wish that I end me (End me)
Envy

I feel like I fuck it all up
Everything that I touch turns to dust
I know that make no sense cause I'm lost up in my
Mind

How do I feel uh
PTSD has me deep in my head
I told you, I love you
You fucked with my feelings
Now I'mma make sure you regret your decisions
Bitch how do I feel uh (uh-huh)
How do I feel (Yeah, yeah)
How do I feel uh (How do I feel)
How do I feel (How do I feel)