Текст песни Long Ago - Young LoneStar

I done been torn up mentally
Beaten up physically
They think I'm just emotional so clearly no one listening
I ain't seen bars yet still faced imprisonment
Tryna love life but I'm barely even living it
See I don't trust nobody, nobody loves me
Insecure when I see the mirror the truth ugly
Look at all the shit I did, really disgust me
Everybody talk, tryna see if they discuss me
Stuck in one place I ain't move since the rap shit
I can't even vent right, we just sit in silence then
My girl don't even trust me, she think I'm on another bitch
But little do the world know I been on some other shit

Dying on the inside
Crying on the outside
Ashes falling outside, when I open mouth wide
I ain't been myself in a long time
Right hand on all bibles I don't even tell lies
I been dying on the inside
Crying on the outside
Ashes falling outside, when I open mouth wide
I ain't been myself in a long time
Right hand on all bibles I don't even tell lies

I don't tell no lies, I don't see no signs
Smelling dead roses prepping for the day he call mine
Tired from the wars I ain't have no one at my side
But still everybody expect me to be on go time
Wake up every morning feeling like I ain't sleep since
That bitch left me on my own and took a piece with
Now my new shorty ain't happy, I can't sleep again
One eye open for the day that she leaving

See I been dying on the inside
Crying on the outside
Ashes falling outside, when I open mouth wide
I ain't been myself in a long time
Right hand on all bibles I don't even tell lies

Long ago me and gang was chilling out in Popeyes
Talking 'bout our dreams back then I was 5'5
Stacking notebooks 'til my funds make me 6'9
Still rocking with my blood, can't a nigga call me 6ix9ine

And I ain't been myself in a long time
'Cause I been crying on the inside
And I ain't been myself in a long damn time man

See I been dying on the inside
Crying on the outside
Ashes falling outside, when I open mouth wide
I ain't been myself in a long time
Right hand on all bibles I don't even tell lies
Dying on the inside
Crying on the outside
Ashes falling outside, when I open mouth wide
I ain't been myself in a long time
Right hand on all bibles I don't even tell lies

I ain't been myself in a long time