BLANK CANVAS

I started off this life with a blank canvas
Paint you a perfect picture until it comes to panic
My life it ain't been easy and I ain't have it handed
I hope that y'all just understand this
I walk lonely road
Feel like I'm on my own

I done dealt with heartbreak and my kids gone
Got me fucked up like I'm in the wrong
Since I was jit just wanted to stargaze be left alone
Late nights hear the chirps from the mobile phone
Bitches will try to play you dirty
Got cheated on thru the pregnancy man it was still early
I ain't have no sense of direction
Thought it was my time shit I wasn't even 30
Had some tussles in the trenches
Didn't think that they would see thru
Glad it all happen cause now I can see truth
I just can't believe it had to be you
(I just can't believe it had to be you)
And I can't lie I'm dead inside
(Uh huh)
When tear drops drip they fall inside
(Uh huh)
Empty soul don't feel alive
(Uh huh)
If I am gone whose gonna cry
(Uh huh)

I started off this life with a blank canvas
Paint you a perfect picture until it comes to panic
My life it ain't been easy and I ain't have it handed
I hope that y'all just understand this
I walk lonely road
Feel like I am on my own

I've been low key I got no reason to flex
I keep the scripture on me still I don't need a text
Oh my god yeah he the best
On my job no need to stress
I've been working on my form
Where's the ref I need a tech
Known to rant whatcha bet
Give me that your respect
On my chest that's a check
On my clothes and the set
Keep a sext I need cheese I need trees I need loot
Give me god give me love give me health give me truth
On the loose they still chained up
I feel like you changed up
Money on my mind but I got god in my lane bruh
It was too much pain bruh stacked up to my mental
Still I keep it cool even still is wasn't simple
I just bleed on instrumentals leaking on the track
I give it all I got I got no shame I'm still in tack
All the hate is in the back I don't see it in my rear view
Smoking meditation you can see I got a clear view

I started off this life with a blank canvas
Paint you a perfect picture until it comes to panic
My life it ain't been easy and I ain't have it handed
I hope that y'all just understand this
I walk lonely road
Feel like I'm on my own