Текст песни What Am I Afraid Of - Young Pressure

Yeah what am I afraid of
Everything's made up
Don't got no time for a hater
But I'm bout to serve beef no cater
Bitch I don't miss my fader
And it's always death and anxiety inside of my head
Feels like I will never be the same so I resort to meds

Thinking it's goin make me better but I am bad instead
When on the clock my numbers are running out with cigarettes
Scared to die yeah I'm terrified and I think about it like all the time
Only thing I'm contemplating stopping me from my fucking rhyme
Fuck it either way this life gonna eat me alive
I put my pride to my side
Cut off all of my ties
When I'm dying saying I'm fine
Thinking God's on my side
My worst fear is to lie
Look me into my eyes
I stay humble and I state facts
Live here we all die out
Have good times that I smile bout
New space is my route
Keeping it coming when I count
Lay on the bed and my couch
Follow my dreams I'm catching up
No sky is the limit I measure up
Always forgetting what pleasure was from
Taking all these Xanax to numb me
Talking that shit about my life and pills I need then come see
Physical and mental damage sober is not an advantage
From wanting me out this planet look up to me I ain't landing
This was all inside my planning fuck this world it's too demanding
My loved ones know that I'm not going out without a fucking fight
They kill the real wouldn't be surprised if they come tonight
How these rappers got they diamond watches when they time is up
Put all my effort in this shit I think I tried enough
Doesn't matter bout the bands only tryna build a brand
From the ground with a sound
Motivate any mother fucker around
Been feeling down every night I'm high up in a cloud
I'm in to win and then I'm out fuck a drought
Make it wet like a towel look for answers but
There's no one ever around
When I'm in the lounge
Bet you goin know I'm foul
Fuck you is how I'm going out
Suck my dick from the back of a Cadillac
Got shit to talk ain't mad at that
Can't see my vision like cataracts
Bodies in my attic where the ladder at
Too scared was I afraid of
Who's here the devil invader

Yeah what am I afraid of
Everything's made up
Don't got no time for a hater
But I'm bout to serve beef no cater
Bitch I don't miss my fader
And it's always death and anxiety inside of my head
Feels like I will never be the same so I resort to meds

Yeah what am I afraid of
Everything's made up
Don't got no time for a hater
But I'm bout to serve beef no cater
Bitch I don't miss my fader
And it's always death and anxiety inside of my head
Feels like I will never be the same so I resort to meds