Every Night

I'm fucked up mentally and I don't talk about it
For my sister and my brothers go to war about them
My Father he abandoned me it's hard to love somebody
Bout my girl and my gang you know it's up bout them
I thank god for my mama I wouldn't be here without her
I was posted every day hustling for a dollar
I ain't never ask for shit I went out and got it
I been dealing with depression it be hard to fight it
I been lied to all my life so ion trust shit
Fuck my daddy side them ppl can't ask me for nothing
How you take advantage of son I ain't know nothing
Lying telling me that you my uncle now that's something
They said I need to talk to you
Ion wan talk bout shit
I done wasted all these years looking for you and shit
Come to find out you don't want me and shit
Fucked up put my all in this shit

I live a fucked up life
Yea them ppl did me wrong I think about every night
I had a hard ass life
I was lonely every night
I was grinding every night
I done cried every night

I live a fucked up life
Yea my daddy did me wrong I think about every night
I had a hard ass life
I was lonely every night
I was grinding every night
I done cried every night yea yea

I take the drugs to numb the pain I feel it taking over
Episodes getting badder I just pray it's over
Went from a boy to a man at a young age
I had to fill my daddy shoes cause he was bitch made
Parade season jacking shit making plays
Stayed away cause nowadays niggas bitch made
Hard days every day man I miss day
Chest pain heart ache this like every day
Sleep paralysis I can't wake up now
Fighting demons tryna make it out I can't make it out
Man them ppl tryna bring me down I can't let them ppl bring me down I ain't going back down
Intoxicated I can't talk rn
I'm fucked up I can't talk rn please talk rn
Traumatized flashbacks got me going thru it
All this pain on my mind I don't kno how I do it

I live a fucked up life
Yea them ppl did me wrong I think about every night
I had a hard ass life
I was lonely every night
I was grinding every night
I done cried every night

I live a fucked up life
Yea my daddy did me wrong I think about every night
I had a hard ass life
I was lonely every night
I was grinding every night
I done cried every night