Misguided

God forgive me I been misguided
Drowning in pain I won't talk about it
I went got it on my own Ion need nobody
They gone love me when I'm gone crazy thing about it
It's hard to open up them ppl don't even love me
They treat me wrong it's my fault yea it's all because me
Fuck my past I been running tryna get from it
Ain't taking Ls only lessons gotta learn from it

Tell me what you thinking
Tell me how you feel
If it's my fault let me know
Keep it real
I was all on my own
They ain't care how felt
I been going thru it so long
I forgot what happiness feels like
Switching on your dawg but you claiming that you real right
Late nights up in that park with the gang balling every night
Keep my problems to myself i'ma lie and say I'm alright
I got a lot on my mind eyes heavy been up all night
I'm really Thankful for my girl she my biggest blessing
Mix emotions in my head shit be so depressing
I try to stay away I guess I'll never learn my lesson
Yea I'm quiet till you fuck with me I'm bout that action
I barely open up a lot of built up aggression
But when I always do I change my mind I always regret it
Working hard for the fam this wealth I'm tryna spread it
Putting in work but they don't pay no mind I don't get no credit yea

God forgive me I been misguided
Drowning in pain I won't talk about it
I went got it on my own Ion need nobody
They gone love me when I'm gone crazy thing about it
It's hard to open up them ppl don't even love me
They treat me wrong it's my fault yea it's all because me
Fuck my past I been running tryna get from it
Ain't taking Ls only lessons gotta learn from it

Tryna tell me how to fell why they think they know me
Tryna tell me that you solid you gone have to show me
I'll put my life on the line and they don't even kno it
I love my sister and my brothers it be hard to show it
One of a kind made different guess that's why I'm chosen
Abusing drugs to numb the pain but they would never noticed
Ik I'm quiet yea it's hard for me to be open
Told my brother stick together never lose focus
Tell me what you thinking
Tell me how you feel
If it's my fault let me know
Keep it real
I was all on my own
They ain't care how felt
I been going thru it so long I forgot what happiness feels like
Switching on your dawg but you claiming that you real right
Late nights up in that park with the gang balling every night
Keep my problems to myself i'ma lie and say I'm alright
I got a lot on my mind eyes heavy been up all night I been up all night yea

God forgive me I been misguided
Drowning in pain I won't talk about it
I went got it on my own Ion need nobody
They gone love me when I'm gone crazy thing about it
It's hard to open up them ppl don't even love me
They treat me wrong it's my fault yea it's all because me
Fuck my past I been running tryna get from it
Ain't taking Ls only lessons gotta learn from it