Gunehgar

Khud hi khud se mai haar ke jo baitha hu
Umeedein saari mai taar ke jo baitha hu
Lakh koshishe ki dil ko sudharne ki
Phir bhi shadeed ek gunahgaar bana baitha hu
Saath mere shuru se diya tanhai ne
Qaid huva nafs ab na maangta rihaayi ye
Thak chukhe hont ab kitni safaai de
Peet peeche khanjar aur saamne bhai hai
Qasam khuda ki ab dil nahi lagta
Yaadon mai teri mai raaton ko jagta
Mai musafir jo khushbu se teri bhatakta
Mujhe jaana tha ghar ko tu dikhade bas rasta
Wo rasta jo jaata ho tere dil shehar mai
Jaha mukhatib ho tu mujhse shab e sehrr mai
Jaha basay tu aake chaaro pehrr mai
Ye aarzu e dil na baatein mehz ye
Wo paas hai mere itne jaise libaas hai mera
Tu jaanta nahin tu kitna khaas hai mera
Afsurdagi ka aalam mai udaas akela
Tum dekh nahi paaoge zakhm itna gehra
Sifar se kiya hai safar ye shuru
Khuda gawah na mila ek pal sukoon
Sar kholo pathro se kapdo pe khoon
Kabhi kabhi lagta ye zindagi meri fizool
Khali hai kamra par duhe se bhar kar
Duniya haseen tu achi nazar kar
Duniya ghamgeen tu apni fikrr kar
Mujhe dikhne lagi mere naam ki qabar par
Mujhe abhi nahi marna kuch adhure hai sapne
Haath phelaao mai maangu bas rab se
Ki teri raza yahan kitne sawar gaye
Mai bathka musafir dikhade tu raste
Hum chadh rahe hai upar par na thokro se bachke
Hum jaaye kaha phir yaahan se hatke
Hum teri nazar ko hai kabse taras rahe
Tum chale gaye hum bas waqt rahe ginte
Meri nazar se bhi ho chuke ho gaafil
Ho chuki hai daiir aa jao ab wapis
Ek waqt tha saga ab ho chuka hu qaafir
Mai khud ko mar ke bana khud ka hi qaatil
Khud hi khud se mai haar ke jo baitha hu
Umeedein saari mai taar ke jo baitha hu
Lakh koshishe ki khud ko sudharne ki
Phir bhi shadeed ek gunahgaar bana baitha hu