Ten Toes Up

Is there anybody really listening?
Psychogenic mood disorder christening
They've been playing hard for the second string
Everything is broken all at once
Local California mind conditioning
Laying in the dirt slowly withering away
They've been looking hard at the little things
Everything about you is fucking wrong

I feel like my body's finally giving in
I don't wanna be the first to deal with it
Cant go on a bender
Just play with your balance
Pretender
Pretension forever baby
The sound of something to say
Too many days late
Probably hidden anyways
I sat in the cafe and wondered
If ten toes up in the ground I'd feel the same way