Текст песни Trust Myself - Zc3

I'm really sick of faking it
I don't think I'm making it
Only time I feel at peace
Is when she's getting naked and pleasing me
Tell me what you see in me
I know that it's getting late
But I love when you sleep with me
Wake up and listen to alarms I wish I didn't set
Lately it's hard to not let people get up in my head
I got some things from my past that I can't get over
Don't get me wrong I'm really blessed and I been feeling great
But I keep putting out these songs that people haven't played
Don't pay respects they slept and I keep getting older
But I ain't trippin'
Know people thinking I'm slipping
Spend days up in the kitchen
Amazed that they won't listen
Stay busy busy I'm working
One thing that I know for certain
That all them days we were hurting
Gone be worth it when that curtain calls
Keep putting in this work for y'all
I do what I can
For my friends and the family
I don't got a plan b
Most people don't understand me
No
I got a lot of shit I don't know how to show
I get emotional and don't know where to go
Turn on the mic when I'm really tryna slow down

I got to learn to trust myself
Cause If I don't trust me I don't got nobody
I got to learn to ask for help
Cause I won't last long if I don't let nobody

I gotta learn to trust me
Or it's gonna fuck me over
Ain't been sober in too long
Staying up late no breaks made a few songs
Weather getting cold bout to vacay to Tuscon
Doing what ya tolds getting old do what you want
Keep it on the low but you know you gotta move on
Pain comes with growth like salad and a crouton
Ripping out the weeds we getting ready for the new lawn
Focus on the nuance
Hit it with a new flow
Ask me how I do it
I dunno its what I do bro
What I do know is this
I don't do it for chicks
I don't do this for love
I just do it because
I'm in love with the way that I feel when it hits
I just do it for this
I do it for bliss
I'm made for this shit that's why I never miss
I'm a sensitive guy so they call me a
Nevertheless don't let it affect me
Just let it reflect I know that its testing
Its better to let it go than to let it in
But once in while I let my guard down
And feel like a child who's tryna learn hard nouns
They putting me down and damn they got in my head

But I got to learn to trust myself
Cause If I don't trust me I don't got nobody
And I got to learn to ask for help
Cause I won't last long if I don't let nobody in