Long Dark Road

Yo
I'm a take you guys on a journey
Through a little bit of my life
This is Godsynth
And how I to the point where I'm at now
It's a long dark cold road

I've been walking down this long dark road
I don't know which way to go
But even though this road so cold
It's the place that I feel at home
So should I head to the light
To the light, to the light
Or should I stay on the dark side
I said should I head to the light
To the light, to the light
Or should I stay on the dark side

I cover my pain with partying
My depression with drinking
But if those two don't work then I pop a couple of Z's for sleepin, I mean
My life is far from perfect
Everyday I'm still learning
And there's just way too many hating Mutha fuckas out there still lurkin
I can never be truly happy no matter how I try
But even if I do go on I still feel like I wanna die
So much pressure on my chest I fall to my knees and cry
But I've done this so many times that my mutha fuckin face is dry
Everyday I wake up, I feel like I shouldn't of
This 9 to 5, 6 days a week is getting so damn tiresome
I don't see my kids because of this
It's becoming crippling
I ain't got many friends anymore cuz my free time is dwindling
But I still got this dark place
Where I feel it's cold embrace
I need to know which road to take
Cause all I've been known to say is

I've been walking down this long dark road
I don't know which way to go
But even though this road so cold
It's the place that I feel at home
So should I head to the light
To the light, to the light
Or should I stay on the dark side
I said should I head to the light
To the light, to the light
Or should I stay on the dark side

The darkness is my version of a happy place
As I sit in silence the voices keep me safe
Some call me crazy, well I say I'm psycho
I'm losing my mind as every single day goes
Every time I stand up I get pushed back down
They tell me to give up with how many times I hit the ground
So I keep a fake smile when in front of crowds
So they don't see the pain inside of me coming out
I'm not suicidal but my depression's pretty bad
So I gotta keep on pushing cuz my kids they need a dad
And I promised them I'd make it so I keep on dropping tracks
And travel across the country with my music making fans
But I still got this dark place
Where I feel it's cold embrace
I need to know which road to take
Cause all I've been known to say is

I've been walking down this long dark road
I don't know which way to go
But even though this road so cold
It's the place that I feel at home
So should I head to the light
To the light, to the light
Or should I stay on the dark side
I said should I head to the light
To the light, to the light
Or should I stay on the dark side

Walkin
I been walkin
Long dark
Walkin
Should I head to the ligh
Or should I stay on the dark side