気付かれないように - aiko перевод на английский

気付かれないように

久しぶりに逢ったあなた
照れ隠しに髪を触った
よみがえってくる思い出が 溢れぬ様に大人ぶって

隣で歩くあたしにあなたは前を向き話しかける
さり気ない返事装い あたしもよそ見をして

声を聞いて泣きそうになるけど 何故だか解らない
もう戻れない悲しみなのか出逢えた喜びなのか
気付かないように 気付かれないように

急ぐつもりはないのだけれど色んな事聞きたかった

きっと知らない事ばかりだとあなたの指輪に戸惑った
このままだって充分じゃない 言い聞かせる手に爪の跡

勇気を出して笑って問いかけた 今の事 今の彼女
すごく好きだよと照れて髪を触る 昔のあなたを見た
気付かないように 気付かれないように

あの時胸に刺さる程味わった 消えない後悔
ちゃんと飲み込んで生きてきたはずよ 出逢って別れた分
あたしだって前を向いてゆける

気付かないように 気付かれないように...

Trying Not to Notice

Seeing you again after so long,
You touched your hair, hiding your embarrassment.
So the resurfacing memories wouldn't overflow, I acted mature.

As I walked beside you, you faced forward, talking to me.
Feigning casual replies, I looked away too.

Hearing your voice, I almost cried, but I don't know why.
Is it the sadness of what can't be, or the joy of seeing you again?
Trying not to notice, trying not to notice.

I didn't mean to rush things, but I wanted to ask you so much.

I was sure so much had changed, and your ring caught me off guard.
This is enough, I told myself, my nails digging into my palm.

Working up the courage, I smiled and asked about now, about your girlfriend.
“I love her so much,” you said, touching your hair shyly, just like you used to.
Trying not to notice, trying not to notice.

The piercing regret I felt back then, it hasn't faded.
I thought I'd swallowed it down and moved on, learned from all the hellos and goodbyes.
I can face forward too.

Trying not to notice, trying not to notice...