Текст песни 18 - aj.oro

Why did you make me cry
Just give me a chance, please lie alright
You left me so fast but I tried
You're looking at me but I'm so dumb tonight
Wishin you'd come over to me
Got so many thoughts in my head that I need
To get out won't you let me speak in peace
Oh baby please just listen

But no
Got so many things that I can't control
You got me thinking bout my soul tonight
Wish that all the thoughts in my head were mine
Got me thinking bout who I see when I die
Hoping he's got mercy but I can't even try
Got me seein all these visions when there's tears in my eyes
Like I just wanna know the truth I can't stay standing a surprise

Like I woke up this morning and I was 18
Where'd the time I don't even know it made me
Get so introspective and I think I hate me
But every single person hates themselves yeah I'm not special
Yeah I'm no different
But I got me some digits
Better pay my respects and go visit my mom yeah you know she the realest
Yeah you know she the best
Taught me puff out my chest
Act like I'm doin okay
Look over away at whatever they say

But no
Got so many things that I can't control
You got me thinking bout my soul tonight
Wish that all the thoughts in my head were mine
Got me thinking bout who I see when I die
Hoping he's got mercy but I can't even try
Got me seein all these visions when there's tears in my eyes
Like I just wanna know the truth I can't stay standing a surprise