Текст песни Will You Forgive Me Then? - ange1ynez

I wish I could say I never grew up
Never felt fear
Never did the bad stuff
You know what I need
Am I less than your lover?
As much as I plead
You always watched me suffer

I'm in the fear of breaking my heart
While i'm breaking yours
I'm overthinking all my parts
Why can't I be the way you want me?

Mommy
Tell me you love me
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll stay
Daddy
The way you kissed me
Made me feel yucky
All inside my veins
Both infected my brain
My brain
My brain
My brain

I can't be in fear all of this time
You're wasting your life
While i'm wasting mine
I'm alone all over again
Tell me you love me just like I was ten

Is this the love that you really provide?
What is there really to keep me alive?
Beat me and crush me all over again
Hurt me until I believe it's the end
Tell me mom
(Will you forgive me then?)
(Will you forgive me?)
(Will you forgive me all over again?)
(all over again)

I'll slit my wrists a little harder next time
Maybe you'll notice
Or maybe you'll care
I don't know when
I don't know where
I want this to end
I really do
I'll end my life all thanks to you
I love you so
I love you more
Feel my pulse until it blows

I'm in the fear of breaking my heart
While i'm breaking yours
I'm overthinking all my parts
Why can't I be the way you want me?

Mommy
Tell me you love me
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll stay (stay)
Daddy
The way you kissed me
Made me feel yucky
All inside my veins
Both infected my brain
My brain
My brain
My brain