Текст песни do i deserve to die? - ange1ynez

If it were another story
If i wasnt bipolar
If i knew that much about me
If i just stayed sober

I know that sounds stupid
And i know that im dumb
But maybe if i wouldve stayed
I wouldnt feel so fucking numb

Ive just got a little extra time
And now i know ill never learn how
To get you off my mind

Am i trash to you?
If i reach out would you wana
Talk it all through?
If i knew how would you
Fall in love with me too?
If i spill out would you close up
All of my vents?
Is it true?

But
Damn i fucked up
And i know
Never did i picture
I'd be all alone
Ever again ever again now i know
Lonely lonely am i

Holy how do i survive
Hold me when the time is right
Do i deserve to die?
Lonely lonely am i
Holy how do i survive
Hold me when the time is right
Do i deserve to die?

Am i trash to you?
If i reach out would you wana
Talk it all through?
If i knew how would you
Fall in love with me too?
If i spill out would you close up
All of my vents?
Is that true?
Do i still mean that much to you?