Текст песни amputee - autumndropsdead

When the grass is dry
And never green
I contemplate what's happening
And who i was just other week
Wonders why the fuck he felt so weak
Letting water rise
And stumble down his cheeks
It gets a whole lot worse
When it's just a dream
For every promise I
Just couldn't keep
I'll amputate your heart
So it won't bleed
I know it's not very often when we speak
I hope you know when we do
It's so comforting

Oh, if i made up these feelings
Then how am i still here?
And if the world is still turning
That's all i have to fear
I think that I've been in slumber
Since last summer, but what made it end?
I've grown tired of conversations
It's like I'm brainless
(My thoughts go over their heads)
(Their heads)

I hate that i get why you leave me dormant
I'm tired of feeling normal
It's horrible