Текст песни Memory - badXchannels

Hit the bloodstream quicker; I take two shots to the brain
Well these night are lone when you're always living in pain
Adrenaline's through me, chemicals working
This time I won't get away
Letting senses fail, watching it all fall right into place
I don't wanna speak
I know what you expect of me
I can't go quietly
I won't be another memory
Taking the longest road to feel something
Inside (all I feel is pain, all I feel is pain)
Stuck in the space between my chest and my
Mind (all I feel is shame, all I feel is shame)
Keep on doing the same old shit,
That same old shit, I won't get better
If I keep on doing the same old shit,
That same old shit, I won't get better
All the things I could be
I'm not going to be able to be
If I don't wanna change by my feet [?] (if I lose control)
I've been working on me
To focus my energy
To focus on being elite [?] (not what's underneath)
I don't wanna speak
I know what you expect of me
I can't go quietly
I won't be another memory
Taking the longest road to feel something
Inside (all I feel is pain, all I feel is pain)
Stuck in the space between my chest and my
Mind (all I feel is shame, all I feel is shame)
Taking the longest road to feel something
Inside (all I feel is pain, all I feel is pain)
Stuck in the space between my chest and my
Mind (all I feel is shame, all I feel is shame)
Keep on doing the same old shit,
That same old shit, I won't get better
If I keep on doing the same old shit,
That same old shit, I won't get better