Текст песни shivering - blackvelvetz

I'm shivering
You're infiltrating my dreams
And you're whispering
Harmless words into my ear
But you're my biggest fear
Still haunting me after all these years
Every time your name reappears

I'm deciphering
All the things you said that might
Bring me to reckoning
But every day, I pay my price
So do I have to die?
I already live on a battlefield
And my mind is my Achilles heel

Now I don't know how to feel
When the fear is taking my hands off the wheel
It's steering me to a hell of guilt
And I wish none of it was real

Yeah I'm still shivering
When I wake up from those dreams
Glimpses of what I've done
Counting down from nine to one
Oh everyday I just wonder
If you know I know you suffered
And I'd punch myself even harder

Are you recovering?
Cuz that's the only way to stop
Me from just hovering
Over you in this toxic haze
Maybe I'll run away
Driving and crashing through
These dead-end streets
So I can be here with you nowhere near

Now I don't know how to feel
When the fear is taking my hands off the wheel
It's steering me to a hell of guilt
And I wish none of it was real

Shivering
Kill me then run and hide
Quivering
In the dead of night
Shivering
Kill me then run and hide
I'll pay the price at the point of your knife

Shivering
Kill me then run and hide
Quivering
In the dead of night
Shivering
Kill me then run and hide
I'll pay the price at the point of your knife