Текст песни Romantic Suicide - bliind lynx

I've seen the lightness fall from me
I've seen some darkness hang from that tree
You left me to rot on side of that street
I fucked up a lot but that's between you and me
But shit hit the fan, who turned on the lights
Don't know who I am, been searching all night
Wishing you'd called my phone to make sure I'm right
But goddamn I'm alone, I'm still trying to fight

If I took my life tonight, would you still be here?
If you'd seen me cry tonight, would you shed that tear?
The fuck am I here for if I make you cry?
The fuck are we here for if we just live to die
I'm just sucking those past impressions
If nobody cares, please just leave me to die
I have been going through hell with this depression
I know life's a dream, I'll just open my eyes

I could save myself
Or I could prevent myself from this chapter without you
A Lifetime of grief while I sit here without you
With blood on my teeth
I could be better off lying Or I could be better off flying away
I'm so tired of hiding I could just end it all today
But shit hit the fan, I turned on the lights
And I know who I am, I found him last night
Wish that you called my phone to keep me alive
Now you stuck with the song romantic suicide

If I took my life tonight, would you still be here?
If you'd seen me cry tonight, would you shed that tear?
The fuck am I here for if I make you cry?
The fuck are we here for if we just live to die
I'm just sucking those past impressions
If nobody cares, please just leave me to die
I have been going through hell with this depression
I know life's a dream, I'll just open my eyes