Текст и перевод песни Boku no Lyric no Boyomi - shadow

shadow

今 目を逸らせば
消える幻みたいな君がいる
この刹那だけが
ぼくをぼく足らしめる
一瞬であれ
当てもない迷路に迷いこんだ
真っ白に染まった心まで
変わったことも気付けないほど
幻に全部奪われてる
まだ見えないままのsunshine
今この目に焼きつけるよ
いつか消えるのも織り込み済みで
儚さ含めて愛おしく思う
今 目を逸らせば
消える幻みたいな君がいる
この刹那だけが
ぼくをぼく足らしめる
一瞬であれ
嘲笑を包んだ視線に抗えない
真っ黒に淀んだこの身体
現実を未だ手放せずに
中途半端な自分が首を絞める
まだ消えないままの残骸
飛ばない記憶が憎らしい
浅ましい過ちにそれらしい言い訳並べて
あの日の自分ごと騙す
今 目を逸らせば
消える幻みたいな君がいる
この刹那だけが
ぼくをぼく足らしめる
一瞬であれ
代わり映えしない毎日に混ぜた毒は
劇薬 脳天刺すアドレナリン
繰り返した過ちはもう数えない
自己嫌悪に苛まれた 戻れない
淡い期待の後 洗い浚い吐いた
荒い種を蒔いて 変わり果てた明日
口の端に置いて 繰り返しにピリオド
「さよなら」
今 目を逸らせば
消える幻みたいな君がいる
この刹那だけが
ぼくをぼく足らしめる
一瞬であれ
一瞬であれ

Shadow

If I look away now,
I’ll see you, an illusion that will disappear.
This fleeting moment alone
Makes me who I am.
If only for an instant,
I’ve wandered into an aimless labyrinth.
My heart is now as blank as white,
Too absorbed in my transformation to notice.
The illusion has stolen everything from me.
Sunshine I can't yet see,
I’ll etch it into my eyes now.
Though its disappearance is inevitable,
I find its transience endearing.
If I look away now,
I’ll see you, an illusion that will disappear.
This fleeting moment alone
Makes me who I am.
If only for an instant,
I cannot resist the mockery in their eyes.
This body, now murky and stagnant,
Struggles to let go of reality.
This half-hearted version of myself tightens its grip,
The remnants still lingering.
The haunting memory I despise,
I line up excuses for my shameful mistakes,
Deceiving myself as I did that day.
If I look away now,
I’ll see you, an illusion that will disappear.
This fleeting moment alone
Makes me who I am.
If only for an instant,
The poison mixed into my monotonous routine
Pulsates painfully, an adrenaline rush to the head.
I’ve lost count of my recurring mistakes,
Consuming me with self-loathing, unable to return.
After faint glimmerings of hope,
I spew it all out, planting bitter seeds for a desolate future.
Repeating the cycle, uttering,
"Farewell".
If I look away now,
I’ll see you, an illusion that will disappear.
This fleeting moment alone
Makes me who I am.
If only for an instant,
If only for an instant,