Текст песни disguise - craw

I don't go to sleep when I don't think that I'm alive
I don't go to bed when I think that I'm gonna die
When I think I'm dead I'm on the roof I try to fly
I forget who said I tell the truth that's all a lie

I said that's all a lie I get up close to see the prize
I go and cut the tie I don't expose I'm on the rise
They go and multiply I'm talking about the faded cries
I sing a lullaby but this is me with no disguise

I miss the times we had together
I hate the lies you said forever

I'm so numb inside I'm not expecting you to care
Part of me had died when you would act like you were there
I hate the time I tried and you left how life isn't fair
I guess I lost my pride I try my best to be aware

I'm so numb inside I'm not expecting you to care
Part of me had died when you would act like you were there
I hate the time I tried and you left how life isn't fair
I guess I lost my pride I try my best to be aware

I wake up and hate how every day's the fucking same
I bring up how there might be something wrong in my brain
I see the day I'm in my grave I know that I'm insane
See the way I go behave I'm barely in my lane

I try to find myself my people go and disappear
A sharp decline in heath the sequel isn't fucking here
I draw the line at wealth I tend to go and keep it near
I live my life with stealth incase I haven't made it clear

I hate my life that's for the record
These wicked nights they don't get better

I'm so numb inside I'm not expecting you to care
Part of me had died when you would act like you were there
I hate the time I tried and you left how life isn't fair
I guess I lost my pride I try my best to be aware

I'm so numb inside I'm not expecting you to care
Part of me had died when you would act like you were there
I hate the time I tried and you left how life isn't fair
I guess I lost my pride I try my best to be aware