Текст песни searching - craw

Take a look inside my eyes and tell me what you see
Yeah you take a look at all my lies and tell me what to be
Yet you tell me it's alright it's looking like I pay the fee
Like the way I feel uptight it ain't wonder I'm not free

Like I'm numb inside my mind I need to find a way to breathe
Like I'm dumb and I'm behind I find a way to go and leave
How I go and draw the line like how life isn't what it seems
Like I wonder what I'll find I get so scared I tend to scream

I opened up and now you people think I'm faking shit
It's time to sober up the sequels here I'm busy making hits
My mind is broken up the evil sits it's like I'm throwing fits
I tie the rope enough I call it quits it's like I can't commit

Yeah I can't commit my life that's something I'm not taking
Yeah I had to hide my knife look at my neck I'm shaking
Now I'll go and say I'm fine for parts that I'm remaking
Now I'll go and draw the line for charts I'm out here breaking

Like I lost my fucking mind I'm riding close with satan
Or the way I'm so divine with no association
How I tend to go and shine I know the situation
Oh the things I go combine I love my isolation

I let my demons go and make me let you know I take the bid
I know that people say they hate me for the shit I fucking did
I say my bad I'm tripping lately I do shit that I forbid
Like this is how I'm feeling daily no I'm moving off the grid

I don't fit inside this place I feel alone at night
I live my life without no trace I do it all despite
I got some demons left to face that's why I'm not polite
I live life like a race so I can catch up when I write

I do it all I hate to fade I make a mess of mine
I go withdrawal I hate today I tried to die at nine
I take a fall I made my way I like to keep a line
Don't take a call I'm on my way I move throughout the night