Текст песни Letter To My Inner Child - deer death

When I was a kid, I always thought
A hero would come and save me
Then that kid got ruined by the world
I don't recognize this adult mind
All the drugs keep me company, I waste time
I pray you enjoy your life cause I hate mine
With all the choices that I've made
Take the knife and cut my veins
Take the gun and put one in my brain
Grab the mic and scream on stage, make the world feel my pain
The child in me doesn't recognize me
And I would never make him bleed
But every single melody, a suicidal thought he screams
I don't recognize this adult mind
All the drugs keep me company, I waste time
I pray you enjoy your life cause I hate mine
With all the choices that I've made
Take the knife and cut my veins
Take the gun and put one in my brain
Grab the mic and scream on stage, make the world feel my pain