Текст песни Provocative - emiaqo

Sometimes it's just so cold at nights
Sometimes people can see me cry
But all I'll tell them is just a lie
I've never had someone by my side
Someone who'd lent their shoulder to cry on
Am I your type? Someone who you would like
No one named with a heart on my phone
Sometimes I'm just afraid of dying alone

All I do is getting older
And I still don't have someone who would lent their shoulder
Maybe I am the problem?
My door is wide open
But it doesn't seems that someone would come over
Oh God

Couples kissing in a subway
And again I'm crying alone at Sunday night
I almost had a lover, but all we did was fight
Over and over, everyone want to have a lover
And I'm not exception
Again and again, I take contraception
Cause what if one day i'll die and no one notice it?
I wanna be
Provocative

Cause the heart has its reason, of which reason knows nothing
And my heart every time fucking feels something
Wish I could fly above the sky
And didn't freaking care of all this shit
I guess, I'm just a cannon fodder, just a meat

I'm looking for attention
Just a little bit of retention
So I wouldn't need to fly above the sky
And Oh God

Couples kissing in a subway
And again I'm crying alone at Sunday night
I almost had a lover, but all we did was fight
Over and over, everyone want to have a lover
And I'm not exception
Again and again, I take contraception
Cause what if one day i'll die and no one notice it?
I wanna be
Provocative

Let it break me down
Cause It's seems so sad
And you could say that I am so bad
But I like your face and I like your smile
And It all is just a fucking fire
Give me back my youth
Give my back my soul
Give me everything that was in my bowl