Текст песни I'm Not What U Wanted - entity!

And it hurts the worst
When the one you take a bullet for
Is the one behind the gun
And I'm sorry that I'm not the one you wanted
Said "long as you were happy"
But i know that i was frontin
Happiness is all i ever want
But i want it for both of us
I wanna be the one you trust

And tell me howwwww
Does it feeeel
To beee the oneee
Left in the dust
I hate your guts
Fuck you
Saying u need just some love
Well guess what?
You can go find it from the person
That you said you'd have to seek it from
And I'm not the
Oneee
To take some frommmmm
And you took it for granted
When i gave u everything i had
And all i have is time
And i cant get that back from you
Bby im bad for youuuuu

And it hurts the worst
When the one you take a bullet for
Is the one behind the gun
And I'm sorry that I'm not the one you wanted
Said "long as you were happy"
But i know that i was frontin
Happiness is all i ever want
But i want it for both of us
I wanna be the one you trust