Lose My Breath

It hurtt the worst when you walked out that door
Ik it was my fault idc anymore
But sometimes i lose my breath
Cuz it comes crashing down on my chest

And ik sometimes its hard
To be all by yourself
And i never meant to hurt you
You know that i only meant well

And after all this time
It still feels like ur lying
I only trust myself
I promise that im tryin
But bad days turn to bad weeks
And bad habits make me hard to reach

Im sorry i dont pick up when u call now
Im way too fckin busy tryna ball out
And im sorry that im way too fuckin selfish
I learned that i can only trust myself it

Hurtt the worst when you walked out that door
Ik it was my fault idc anymore
But sometimes i lose my breath
Cuz it comes crashing down on my chest

And ik sometimes its hard
To be all by yourself
And i never meant to hurt you
You know that i only meant well

And after all this time
It still feels like ur lying
I only trust myself
I promise that im tryin
But bad days turn to bad weeks
And bad habits make me hard to reach