Текст и перевод песни flumpool - 388859 (flumpool Year-End Live"FOR ROOTS" Shiroten Feels Once More at Osaka Jo-Hall 2019.12.30)

388859 (flumpool Year-End Live"FOR ROOTS" Shiroten Feels Once More at Osaka Jo-Hall 2019.12.30)

『サヨナラ』の4文字
君がどれくらい躊躇ったか 分かる午前4時
ごめんねとか打つとこで
どれくらい好きかって事ばかり
まだ指がなぞって

聞きたくもない文字に滲む
ただの消去じゃない想い

何度も何度も書いては又消して
どうしようもなくなって裸足で飛び出した
消しても消せない僕らの思い出が
こんな情けない背中を押してる

居心地の悪いベンチ
君が好きだった景色を
膝が痛くなるまで見てる

君が引くような事ばかり
頭の中広がって

僕の知らない君の一部すら
許せなくて問い詰めては又押して
どうしようもない感情ぶつけてただけの
僕は君の何一つ分かってないな

何度も何度も書いては又消して
君をただ受け止めたくて飛び出した
君が告げた『サヨナラ』が
僕のこんな情けない背中を押した
君は僕をただ消去しなかった
なのに僕は何一つ君を分かってないまま

388859 (flumpool Year-End Live"FOR ROOTS" Shiroten Feels Once More at Osaka Jo-Hall 2019.12.30)

In the four letters of 'goodbye'
I could tell how much you hesitated at 4 AM
In the place where you would have apologized
Only the words about how much I loved you
Still being traced by my fingers

On words I don't want to hear, oozing
Not just the desire to be erased

I wrote and erased over and over again
With no more options, I ran out barefoot
Our memories that can't be erased
Are pushing this pathetic back of mine

On an uncomfortable bench
The scenery you loved
I watched until my knees ached

Only things that would disgust you
Spread out in my head

Even the parts of you that I didn't know
I couldn't forgive them and kept questioning you, pushing you
Just throwing meaningless emotions at you
I never understood a single thing about you

I wrote and erased over and over again
Wanting to just accept you, I ran out
The 'goodbye' you told me
Pushed this pathetic back of mine
You didn't just erase me
Yet I never understood a single thing about you