Текст и перевод песни flumpool - 388859

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「サヨナラ」の4文字。
君がどれくらいためらったかわかる午前4時
ごめんねとか打つとこで
どれくらい好きかってことばかり
まだ指がなぞって

聞きたくもない文字に滲む
ただの消去じゃない想い

何度も何度も書いてはまた消して
どうしようもなくなって裸足で飛び出した
消しても消せない僕らの想い出が
こんな情けない背中を押してる

居心地の悪いベンチ
君が好きだった景色を
ヒザが痛くなるまで見てる

君がひくような事ばかり
頭の中拡がって

僕の知らない君の一部すら
許せなくて問い詰めてはまた落ちて
どうしようもない感情ぶつけてただけの
僕は君の何ひとつわかってないな

何度も何度も書いてはまた消して
君をただ受け止めたくて飛び出した
君が告げたさよならが
僕のこんな情けない背中を押した
君は僕をただ消去しなかった
なのに僕は何ひとつ君をわかってないまま

388859

The four letters "Sayonara."
I understand how much you hesitated at that 4 a.m.
When you wrote something like "I'm sorry,"
Your fingers still traced how much you loved me.
I can still see it on this screen.

My message to you is an eyesore,
Not just the deletion and the regret.

I wrote and erased it over and over again,
And when I couldn't bear it anymore, I ran outside barefoot.
And yet I can't erase the memories of our love;
They still push forward this pathetic man.

On the painful bench,
I stared at the view you loved,
My knees getting numb.

All the things you despised about me
Played in my head like a broken record.

I couldn't stand any part of you that I didn't know,
I kept asking you what was wrong and fell down again.
I was just throwing my pathetic feelings at you.
I never tried to understand you at all.

I wrote and erased it over and over again,
I ran outside just to accept you as you are,
And your "sayonara"
Was something my pathetic back needed to hear.
You didn't just erase me from your life.
But I still haven't understood you at all.