Текст и перевод песни flumpool - HELP (flumpool Year-End Live"FOR ROOTS" Shiroten Feels Once More at Osaka Jo-Hall 2019.12.30)

HELP (flumpool Year-End Live"FOR ROOTS" Shiroten Feels Once More at Osaka Jo-Hall 2019.12.30)

押し殺したはずの声
喉のあたり突き刺さって
まして弱者なんて吐いたら
見放されてしまいそうだ

心配は要らないと うそぶいた
自分なら隠せると思っていた

耐え忍ぶだけの優等生
教えられた正論に反抗して
落ちこぼれのレッテルを今日も
必死で剥がそうとしてる

誰だって 君だって 僕だって
打ちのめされる夜がある
失って傷ついて途方に暮れ
夜明けを待ってる
片方で涙して 片方で作り笑い浮かべながら
落ち込んで鼓舞して 優しい手を
どこかで求めてるんだ (心つないで 境界線超えて)
その手を (心つないで Help yourself, help myself)

一人が勇気を奮って
助けてと叫びをあげた
大抵は野次馬か素通り
視線だけで憐れんだ

君と寄り添いたい分かち合いたい
喜びだけじゃなく 悲しみも

誰だって 君だって 僕だって
抱えてる失望がある
"言いたい"と"言えない"の天秤
激しく揺さぶらせ

心って 脆くって そのくせ
壊れるまで見栄っ張りで
強がった 裏でいつも 気付かれたくて
ひたすら悶えてる

後悔の声は届かない
未来って過ぎてしまうから
伝えなくちゃ "君が必要"って

笑顔が咲く丘へ行こうぜ
教えられたレールなんてはみ出せ
どうにもならないなら手をかざせ
自分を守るため

いつだって 苦しくて 狂おしくて
諦めたい瞬間は来る
迷惑って思うなって 忘れないで
"僕ら"が待ってる
片方で泣いたって 片方で
笑えるなら生きてゆける
大丈夫 胸張って 優しい手を
ただ ただ握り返して

(心つないで) 境界線超えて
(心つないで) Help yourself, help myself
(心つないで) 境界線超えて
(心つないで) Help yourself, help myself

HELP (flumpool Year-End Live"FOR ROOTS" Shiroten Feels Once More at Osaka Jo-Hall 2019.12.30)

I tried to suppress the voice,
but it pricks my throat.
If I spit out such a word as, "I'm weak,"
I might lose everybody.

I swaggered that there was no need to worry.
Because I thought I could hide it.

I'm just a model student who endures.
I rebelled against the right reasons I was taught,
and today again, I desperately try
to peel off the label of "drop-out."

Everybody including you, honey, and even me
have such a defeated night.
Lost and wounded, we are at the end of our tether,
waiting for the dawn.
Shedding tears in one hand, making a fake smile in the other hand,
I feel depressed and encouraged. Somewhere, I
need your gentle hand. (Connecting our hearts, going beyond borders.)
Your hand. (Connecting our hearts, Help yourself, help myself.)

Someone gathered his courage
and shouted out for help.
Most of people would be a busybody or ignore,
just looking at him with pity.

Darling, I would like to stand by you and share
not only happiness but also sadness with you.

Everybody including you, honey, and even me
have such disappointments.
I weigh the pros and cons of "telling" and "not telling,"
and it makes me extremely upset.

My mind is fragile, but in the meantime,
it's very vain until it broke.
I always pretend to be tough at the back,
and I'm just being moody.

I can't reach a voice of regret
because the future has passed.
I really need to tell you that "I need you.".

Let's go to the hill where the smile blooms!
Let's get off the rails I was shown!
If there is no other way, raise your hand.
To protect yourself.

I always feel painful and crazy,
and there comes the moment when I want to give up.
I don't want you to think it's a nuisance. Don't forget.
"Our guys" are waiting for you.
Even if you cry with one hand and
laugh with the other, that means we can live.
It's okay. Chin up. Your gentle hand!
Just, just take it back.

(Connecting our hearts,) Going beyond borders.
(Connecting our hearts,) Help yourself, help myself.
(Connecting our hearts,) Going beyond borders.
(Connecting our hearts,) Help yourself, help myself.