Текст песни in a lifetime - ghosthands

What is it I really want
Is it love or is it comfort
'Cause frankly I don't know the difference
There's not much of a distance
So I'm sorry 'bout the worry
No I'm not in any hurry
You don't have to think like that
You don't have to take it back

Who knows
Where we'll be in a year or two
Let alone a lifetime
Let alone what's in the blue
There's too much to see
And always too little time
But I'm sure we'll find a way
No need for how or why

I don't know who I am now
Left my feelings in the background
And now I'm worried
I won't ever grow up
You have no god damn idea
What goes on behind the scenes
But I guess it's just the same shit
And chasing stupid dreams
'Cause I'm still naive
And I'm done with feeling sorry for myself
I don't deserve it
In the end it's never worth it
And you know me
So I'll stop living in a fantasy for now
Until we figure it out

Who knows
Where we'll be in a year or two
Let alone a lifetime
Let alone what's in the blue
There's too much to see
And always too little time
But I'm sure we'll find a way
No need for how or why

So I'd love to still hang out
Get a coffee or something
But for whatever reason
Nothing feels the same
Maybe I finally cleared my conscience
And realized I was lying to myself
This whole time
Just these chemicals in my mind
So let me know when you're in town
We'll sit down and talk it out
Pretending that we're grownups
When we're still just kids at heart
With limitless ambitions
Don't let that slip away
Keep that part of you alive
That's a promise that we'll make