ex trauma

(Where did he go?)

I'm always living in the past tense (What's the magic of love?)
When I'm trippin' off acid
Credeam că am tot sub control
Dar se pare că nu sunt singurul care s-ascunde-n nori
În căutarea absolutului
Nu îmi pasă ce rănesc pe drum, criza momentului
Right person, wrong time
Am un ego mult prea mare
Babe, I'm desperate to be right, yeah
(In ultimul hal doar ca să-ți manipulezi combinațiile)

'Cause my ex is the girl of your dreams
Now she's traumatized emotionally
Din vina mea babe, this is how supposed to be
Supposed to be, yeah
'Cause my ex is the girl of your dreams
Now she's traumatized emotionally
Din vina mea babe, this is how supposed to be
Supposed to be, yeah

Nu vreau să fiu un om rău, dar e plin
De fete care depind
De un mesaj de la mine
Să treacă prin încă o zi
Și n-am învățat să mă iubesc pe mine
De ce caut iubire?
Că oriunde mă uit, văd persoane dezamăgite
Am inimi rupte pline, nu-i totu' ca în filme
Mi-e frică c-o să mă trezesc și n-o să fie nimeni, yeah
E vina mea, baby, sunt prea deștept
Am transformat o fată bună to a fucking wreck
Nu știu de ce though
Another one off the list, don't wanna exist, yeah-ah

Why you fakin? you're falling apart
'Cause I'm dangerous
Cate am făcut când nu te uitai
Acu' rămâi cu ochii în Rai, ai

'Cause my ex is the girl of your dreams
Now she's traumatized emotionally
Din vina mea babe, this is how supposed to be
Supposed to be, yeah
'Cause my ex is the girl of your dreams
Now she's traumatized emotionally
Din vina mea babe, this is how supposed to be
Supposed to be, yeah

'Cause my ex (Watch the magic unfold)
'Cause my ex is (Watch the magic unfold)
'Cause my ex is, ex is, ex is (Where did he go?)
The girl of your dreams
(All the time that you spent)
(Trying to get in my head)
(Do you feel regret now?)

I gotta get out this apartment
I overdid it, didn't end the way we wanted
We tried to reach for the sun before we departed
And now the ground got us stuck to it like we're haunted
(Guess the way) for me, baby
Gotta figure this shit all for myself
Barely sleeping, 24 7 on my phone, my fingers melting
The stories you posted are never helping
Baby, why won't you tell them
The truth about what we went through?

Cause my ex is the girl of your dreams
And she wanted to do it to me (The truth)
Din vina mea babe, scuze că te-am rănit
Te-am rănit, yeah (The truth)
When there's no one, she's going insane
'Cause she's onto me (The truth)
Din vina mea, babe (Oh, uh)
Yeah, you will never