falling for it

You're smoking cigarettes so
The boys will think you're cool
You were diffrent years ago
But how I was supposed to know

Flashbacks all the way to September
Takes my brain to a place it remembers
Photographs or notes on your dresser
I wish I could ever forget December

Hang myself from tops of trees
You could never stop me
Put an end to suffering
Hate myself for falling
For your siren calling
I wish I could just fall asleep

I never forgot about that
I never really let that go
I guess I just kinda felt bad
So I really let you go
Talk back to your closest friends
Let me know what you say about them
I never thought this day would end
New day, new lie, noose and

Hang myself from tops of trees
You could never stop me
Put an end to suffering
Hate myself for falling
For your siren calling
I wish I could just fall asleep