Текст песни why are you here? - handkerchief code

The main doctor came in the next morning to discuss my case
Nothing sounded reassuring
I felt stuck in my head
Nothing was registering with me
I was overwhelmed and underfed
My stomach was in knots
And I was nervous I would be here for forever
Doc asked me why I was here
I don't know
I got dumped
I suck at school
I'm always tired
I never can breathe easy
My stomach always hurts
Give me something to eat please
Before she left she said something that sounded like this to me
Your pointless existence
Is amplified by your resistance
To go along with what we're telling you
What does that mean?