Текст песни end credits. - hard life

And if you think you've been listening to my best work
You'll know when you hear it and each word hurts
Mad to think these were thoughts that had never occurred
Tried to bottle it up, but you've been dying of thirst
And so I had to give it to you, all my learning curves
Play out in front of you, but where's my just deserves?
I was feeling better than I did at my worst
But the last eighteen months, every line has been blurred
Every line has been crossed and all my friends have been burned
Should've put myself first, but I put it all into my work
See, this is my identity, I'm always wearing the merch
Mad to think these were thoughts that had never occurred

If this is my end credits, I think I'm okay with it
I came, I saw, I conquered, I quit
If this is my end credits, I think I'm okay with it
If I made some people happy, that's the sacred bit

Just wondering if you can still about for tonight?
Yeah, I could do it in like two hours
Yeah man, it'd just be really nice to see you
Usual spot, I'll see you like half seven or something
Alright man, see you tonight

Deep water, but I'm less scared of the sharks
I've met each one and each left their mark
And I can see you at the barrier
Pouring love into my scarred heart
Queuing for hours by the bus in the car park
But I found meaning in more than big nights
And I can laugh now at the cheap flights
And the fear of dropping so publicly from great heights
So hold my hand and guide me to the light

If this is my end credits, I think it's alright
If this is my end credits, I think it's alright
Yeah, if this is my end credits, I think it's alright
So hold my hand and guide me to the light
If this is my end credits, I think it's alright
If this is my end credits, I think it's alright
So hold my hand and guide me to the light
If this is my end credits, I think it's alright